i dont know who i am . my mind is here . but my feeling is not here . my feeling is far away astray from this world . i cant even think there is some bad attitude of mine that i cant control . i keep mad at myself . say those dirt word . mad at every one . urgh . its make me sick . i dont know how i can be like this . i want my self back . MY OLDSELF BACK . keep my soul peace again . depth of my heart that feel safety . how a bout now ? did i feel better ? can anyone make me feel more better ? why cant i get my self back ?
* he give me a message . he ask about me . where i disappear my self . he thought that i've forgotten him .. but im not . i just astray in my own problem . i cant get close with him for awhile . otherwise , he got he own wife . but im really happy because he still remember me . i know he always remember in his mind :) and after i reply his message , he doesn't reply mt message back . urgh . frustated :( ! but its oke . i understand he . he always like that . hehe . anyway , i stiil love ,my bother :)
* he always keep me company . thanks . you always be there when i need you :) and also always understand me where anyone else cant understand me . you fully trust me . you fully sincere friend with me . i will pay back what ever you give at me . i never found a man like you . your heart is really pure :) thanks for being so nice and sweet with me . i always remember you in my mind , my world , my heart , and my soul :)
* adik also always miss me . like i always miss her :) i love you my little sis ! always love you . because you smart to making me smile :)
conclusion : i really astray . i cant get my own self in my world . im in big problem . and i really dont feel like a normal person :(
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